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I know i tried telling him that we was to young and that we wouldn't have any way to pay for all the stuff a baby needs. Ok i'm just going to be truthful right now because i don't really care who reads this , and this is how i get my feelings out is talking about it. I have NOT told my mom or dad about this. When i barely told my dad that i had a boyfriend and that he was 2 years older than me he got mad, and you know what ? i haven't even been able to sit down with my father to talk to him and have a regular situation because of all the s*** i got put threw when i was growing up. And if i even try to tell my mom she would probably hate me because im her youngest and she freaked when she found out i was even having sex . I'm glad i told her that one though. I would love to go to a group but i don't think i would be able to do it .. I'm already getting put threw so much stuff right now i just wanted someone to talk to about this so i can see what other people think . I have moved from 4 different schools in this year , and we are only like 2 freaking months into the new year. I just have so much going on right now , and then i had to find out i was pregnant . Im not saying its bad to be pregnant and that its impossible to have a baby at my age , im just saying its hard to be a teenager AND having to move all over AND that hasnt even finish highschool yet , and on top of all that , my boyfriend just got put back in jail and isnt going to be out for about another 2 or 3 months . i wouldn't be able to handle this all on my own and him not being there for me and my baby . I told him i just wanted to get an abortion right away then when we both finish highschool and atleast try to get a life first then we could have a baby . Sorry it's so long but i had this on my mind this whole morning ..
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