I think I am going crazy. I am ok then I am in a rage then all I can do is cry. My family thinks I am bipolar, my two teens have left until I can Pull it together and my husband just wants to joke about it or hug me. I just want to be normal again. What if I can't pull it together? What if this is it?
You mean I'm not the only one? I'm having a really hard time controlling my emotions at all anymore. I lose my temper with my kids, I get so crabby I can barely think at work, and then all of a sudden I'll be fine. OR in a fantastic mood, for no obvious reason. I hate it, and I'd think I was bi-polar myself if any of it lasted long enough to actually be labeled depression or mania. Frankly, it's the crabbiness that I can't stand, and the lack of anything resembling patience.
I have been on HRT for 3 yrs. I have been ok with only having to adjust doseage 1x. I feel like I am about to lose my mind. Everybody gets on my nerves and the least little thing makes me cry. I don't have hot flashes I have cold ones and usually a few nights a week I'll have 1 night sweat per night. I am on 1mg estradiol oral tablet and going to 2mg makes me swell and breakout. I don't know if I need an antidepressant or if I need to try a new HRT. I am under alot of stress, which I know can mess with hormones, but I can't stand myself. I feel like there are 2 of me, a nice side and an "evil" side. It's funny but it's not. Help!